Well its been a while again. Its again a Friday night, love em! I am waiting for the Tesco delivery man to deliver a months worth of shopping, yet I failed to look around me and realise that I still had quite a lot left from last month - doh!
Anyone want to come to mine for tea? lol
Anyway, I think that it was no mistake that I have ordered so much food - its the worry about the other halfs job that has got me hoarding I am sure of it!
I am currently drinking red wine, and waiting not only for the Tesco man, but also my dearly beloved husband to come home. He is working his ass off over this fucking job situation - lets hope it pays off!!
Have to say I am trying hard to find positives in everything, and also working very hard on not shouting at the children or getting all cross and mad at them. My goodness the work that is going in at the moment - if you could see the cogs in my brain working, you would be AMAZED!! It probably barely shows to the rest of you, but I am wrestling with the inner stress head constantly!!
The trouble is, people think you are normal, and they have no idea of the mess my brain is in!! I would just like to point out - I can't help it, and as much work that goes into keeping me level on the outside - there is going to be an outpour of all this stress....lets hope I take up kick boxing or something!!!
I am sure it will all be ok - but at least you have a point of reference, if some time in the future you wonder what was going on inside my head - here is all is!!! lol
That wasn't manic laughter by the way!
tee hee
See I am giggling uncontrollably now!
Oh dear.
I would just like to say, whatever the problem, there is always the other side, you almost always come out on that other side, and generally you have lived.....and the alternative, well, lets face it, if you didn't get out, then you probably have no idea!!
Happy thoughts!!
Right I am going to go and pace up and down in the kitchen waiting for the Tesco man, and my husband. Have fun, and happy blogging!!!
